The Beauty of Being Myself
Who do I say that I am?
Being Black and a Woman is the reality of my life.
These are not two separate spheres of my identity
I am a trilogy of womanhood and my sacred self will not tolerate any attempts to break into the circle of love and light.
I am maturing.
There is joy in this recognition of time in my life.
My transition into the realm of wise women is my reward for living that kind of life. My view from the hills has given me the privilege to testify on that which is true about living a life.
Thousands of days have already come and gone since the day of my birth. The contents of my memories were created from out the spaces and places that I've been on those days. You can't tell my story like I can...
You do not have instant access to my woman self because of a need to satisfy your curiosity about what the contents of womanhood look like. What queen shows off her jewels without considering the manner of person who will be looking at her treasures? If this notion insults you then do not charge at me with your sense of displeasure. If it hits a nerve inside of you--maybe you need to look at why something about this statement rings true.
I am not trying to be all that....I am being the woman that has been designed to appreciate life...
I am the one who determines when permission to enter into private spaces of my life will be granted. Your expressed interest is not going to convert into a key card unless I see something that indicates you will step inside my life correct. My movement away from you should be considered an act of grace on my part. There is nothing like knowing when to avoid a potential disaster. I have survival skills on many levels...they kick in when the need presents itself as a situation...
Preventative care is always up and working within my aura of light.
Cause once you enter through the threshold of my being you have knowledge that is entrusted because that is the way of human to human interactions..It works for me and you may find that it is the opposite of what your expectations may need to be fulfilled.
You do not have instant access to my woman self because of a need to satisfy your curiosity about what the contents of womanhood look like. What queen shows off her jewels without considering the manner of person who will be looking at her treasures? If this notion insults you then do not charge at me with your sense of displeasure. If it hits a nerve inside of you--maybe you need to look at why something about this statement rings true.
I am not trying to be all that....I am being the woman that has been designed to appreciate life...
I am the one who determines when permission to enter into private spaces of my life will be granted. Your expressed interest is not going to convert into a key card unless I see something that indicates you will step inside my life correct. My movement away from you should be considered an act of grace on my part. There is nothing like knowing when to avoid a potential disaster. I have survival skills on many levels...they kick in when the need presents itself as a situation...
Preventative care is always up and working within my aura of light.
Cause once you enter through the threshold of my being you have knowledge that is entrusted because that is the way of human to human interactions..It works for me and you may find that it is the opposite of what your expectations may need to be fulfilled.
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